18 October 2007

Reborn 一隻手拍不響,我才不笨出手拍

TO ALL
my problem was so small to compare with people in need in the world, like the hungry children, the poor, senior, people battle their life in hospital, in war ect.. I got out of focus, I got too bitchy and realize I killed so much good cell, I can't afford it, they are too precious. The flu season is here, I need them to battle for my good health, why waste my attention on small people like that, I actually pity the ex-boss who will have 1 employee next week on, and I heard she is facing a lot of challenges which she ask for it, I don't need to go on to proof what she likes.
I am all charge up, thanks to all who put in encouraging words in the comments note. No need to stress about it! she is OUT!
Peace.. my sisters is right, what goes around come around..


一個大好年青人Terrick你, 還有Huisia, Domestic Goddess, zara, zaria mama, 謝謝留言支持

我好多了,已過了两天了,心火的溫度下降,心情回復過來,謝謝你們!我現在反兒在取笑自已何必跟這種人一般見識!我呀也真太師奶了!攪到自己的視野也一時狹窄了,我該對自已有信心嗎!不過這就是人性吧!

冷瀞過後再思考才發覺也真的沒什么大不了,反正都离開了,何必容許她打擾我平靜的生活、可能有如Domestic Goddess 說,談可容易,做是有難度、可是不去pratice又怎能成功呢!DG *Hug*, I did it!

我早就知道她呀見人說鬼話,見鬼說粗話。但是最近當舊同事隔幾天給我打小報告時,除了是發泄老板的不是、無良雇主又提到我身上,莫名其妙,而我一時又不够定力,激气汹汹上頭,就擾亂了,久久回不了气!一气之下就發泄在blog中、頭上的火好久也熄不了!

再說一向的她整天也不只愛說我一個,每個同事也令教過。她的生活富有但是為人太沈悶 、無感覺的、枯的。很多時候她叫我約她一起去做户外活动,我又常常不做好人,不聲不理的,因為她和我只限於雇主雇員關係,不可能越過,幸好我一向保持這關係。記得她曾說過我這人很straight forward,受不了,(我是見她凡眾"黑"人憎オ這樣對她) 她說過她是老板不喜歡請人回來受气的 ,(她忘了我是請回來做artwork的不是阿四!) 由此可見我可能一向不怎樣應她的要求,她不爽我!Huisia妳說的對,妒忌出賣了她人格!你還說的有實力那怕沒人請,我才記起那無良雇主的business partner 請我過檔,我推了因為間接中我一樣要替那無良雇主做artwork的!對!我不該認為這無良雇主能損我能力。

她的人際關係差,吝嗇的又小氣攻心計又深,一个星期七天也躲在office,,其實這小小港人華文報館一个星期每逢Friday只出版–次,開門工作三天而她做足七天,我該由她發洩內心的憂愁,因為同事們一个一个走了,下個星期起只有一个員工再加一個新人(替這新人苦呀!),聽說還有其他事煩死她了,這個事實已有答案,你說我還需為自己辨護嗎?

沙沙媽媽-Z&Zmama妳提醒我了,一隻手拍不響,我差點出手帮手拍,幸好我吐得快收得快!這圈套我不會玩也不去玩!

幸好收到到訪者們的指點和支特,心情好多了。沒在那工作的日子裡我可以全心全力履行做好我的母職,這不就是最寶貴不過了嗎。所以回想過來沒有什么大不了,都怪自已一時大介意了,畢竟生气令元气大傷,何苦呀!

Terrike,你說的好-"部落格確實是一個很好的發泄管道" 這花气力大作文章療法真有效哩!嘿Terrike謝謝你帮我取"五月媽媽"這名稱,我用它了!
差点忘了謝我的好先生,他...他應該懂!

7 comments:

Chris "Hedgie" Verge said...

I got your message in my last blog post, I don't know how you found me ^^; But it sounds like you're doing okay now...

I'll make sure to continue to pray for you if you'd like. Keep smiling!

Chris

Winn said...

i like the photos you took and the way you present ur photos. very very nice.

it's difficult to stay when you are unhappy at work.dont get too worked up. try~~~~to forgive her.;p ( easier said than done hor? :P:P)
have a nice day k

Terrick said...

哇塞!五月媽媽,你太抬舉我了,我并不是什么大好年輕人,這樣的話,我會覺得慚愧哦。

很高興看到你終于相通了,有時候做人看開一點,該放下總要學會放下,自然就會開心了。

雖然如此,說的容易,做卻很難。所以,人啊,就該學習,學習生活。

All the best to you !

mama bok said...

Have a great weekend.. May..!

MayY * 五月媽媽 said...

thanks Chris, thanks for your sweet thought. Sound good, I am sure no one complain about too much blessing.

Winn
thank you,I try to ignore her, to forgive, I thought she should ask for it first, I thank you for your positive motivation, pls come visit sometime.

Terrick,
ai yar, just admit it lar,young man like you, I would consider quite mature and smart kah, just too bad, you already occupied, or else I would match you up with my niece lor,, hoho...don't you dare now, you must appreciates your present or.

Mamabok,
thank you, thank you, I ow you big, tell me what can I do for you. or whenever you come visit Calgary, I take you out, fatten up and spend some good time together. Remember, you always welcome.

huisia said...

glad to hear that you are fine now. :)

Anonymous said...

Aiyo, sorry, why I never see these posts before, I have been visiting..too bad I wasn't around back then to cool down your fire. sorry!

This kind of people - will get her deserved end later. must be patient and see show later...so jialat. It's amazing you could stay working for such an abusive person that long...pat yourself on the back.

take care yah....blog it out sure will feel better..

earthtone