Fall is here..

Time is moving so fast, 3 quarters of the year 2010 has gone by..
and it's Fall already....

I have being so busy since Ar Boy new school year started this September, because hubby started working full time ( the only thing I am cheerful about because after 2 years of unemployed, and he decided going back school to change career. Now, he is finally employed with his new career field). So, now, I have to get Ar Boy ready in the morning, drop him to school. Lucky us that one of his classmate's aunt's is helping us to fetch him after school.
Then I head out to my work. In the evening, come home to cook and prepare for next day.. repeat this cycle everyday.. Bed time for Ar boy is 9, and us is 10pm...

Father still in hospital waiting for a bed in Long term care nursing home, my sisters and I is taking turn to visit him daily, but Sis E is not feeling well after the car accident, fortunately Sis M is helping out a lot...
The pass few months was quite down because of all this worrisome happening..

Basically, every weekday, from 7am to 9pm, these time is all occupied with busy task..

I am tired, physically and emotionally.......

I had some free time today decided to pick up the camera to shoot some outdoor pictures and my Wacom Pen is kind of lonely for many many months.

I keep hope that thing will come around better when father is settle to new nursing home where it's close to our home.. and sister's is settle with her new place where it's also closed to us!

My Chinese writing pen is down, can't write my Chinese Text! :(

25 years ago today..

June 22nd, the day my mom pass away 25 years ago.

She always in our memory that last forever......... and we still miss her!

25年了，媽媽己離世25年了，日子過的真快‧我們還是很想念她！

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to my husband

Just wanna to tell him, we love you! Everything is going to be alright!Cheers!
我懂 ! 我知道一切會好! 別擔心!

Today is an extraordinary regular weekday

A regular weekday but sort of extraordinary day! I must document this to be reminded how lucky and fortunate I am. To my family and a few good friends, Thanks for being there and giving me endless love!

今日雖然百感交集、不過大部分心情非常開心、愉快！非常的謝謝家人和儿位好朋友對我的愛心‧
最重要是老伴和仔仔我的命根為我做的一切一切！
真的！真的！我真的很幸福！

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Routine

I use to have weekly routine entering my illustration to IF, hopping to favorites IF artist, lately I haven't been able to do so..Because my new job is quite tie up, work long hours, plus exhausted from the office political issues.....I am overwhelm, I am tired emotionally and physically. I still debate with myself, how long can I hang on, how much I can take? I think partly is my motivation in my ability! They offer me different position than I applied for, and for them to keeping me, they still give me some design job but I hardly have time to do it, because it's not my first priority in my job list.I miss my part-time job, in small print shop and my other casual job as a general helper in my son school, I miss being left alone in my job, working with children and often go peak in my son classroom....and draw during my leisure time... Honestly, I don't like being chase with deadline, interact with too many calls and people, nor battle the field for job security, I want friendly work-mate, share work load, no competition environment ! I don't mind to be the little soldier at work, get work done, and home free..
Now I am a mother to my little prince, a career goal just not in me anymore...I know what I capable and love......it's my own family and my family members is what more important........
BTW, thanks to you who leaving nice greeting in my previous blog, I have to gather myself first, and then I will resume.
原來年級大了，又身為母親的我，對辦公室政治或者工作地位提不起勁來，煩又忙的新工作環境令我想退後。。。。。我懷念做肥師奶的日子，所以我跟老伴說："快点去完成你的学业再回到工作戰場去，我就可以相夫教子、照厄爸和姐的起歸飲食、做回肥師奶。"(老伴在月前離開了巳工作十六年職位，因為公司前景茫茫，多次解雇，加上前陣子身體又不適，所以早点拿package再回校進修轉行。為了支特他，而我己享受了這麽多年part-time和無職 日子，該到我出來工作，真正的工作去！可惜心身似乎做不來！現在正在努力如何適應和去融入。。。唉！然道是人在江湖身不由自? 我聽說 " Life is about Choice" ? 你說呢?