I use to have weekly routine entering my illustration to IF, hopping to favorites IF artist, lately I haven't been able to do so..Because my new job is quite tie up, work long hours, plus exhausted from the office political issues.....I am overwhelm, I am tired emotionally and physically. I still debate with myself, how long can I hang on, how much I can take? I think partly is my motivation in my ability! They offer me different position than I applied for, and for them to keeping me, they still give me some design job but I hardly have time to do it, because it's not my first priority in my job list.I miss my part-time job, in small print shop and my other casual job as a general helper in my son school, I miss being left alone in my job, working with children and often go peak in my son classroom....and draw during my leisure time... Honestly, I don't like being chase with deadline, interact with too many calls and people, nor battle the field for job security, I want friendly work-mate, share work load, no competition environment ! I don't mind to be the little soldier at work, get work done, and home free..
Now I am a mother to my little prince, a career goal just not in me anymore...I know what I capable and love......it's my own family and my family members is what more important........
BTW, thanks to you who leaving nice greeting in my previous blog, I have to gather myself first, and then I will resume.
原來年級大了，又身為母親的我，對辦公室政治或者工作地位提不起勁來，煩又忙的新工作環境令我想退後。。。。。我懷念做肥師奶的日子，所以我跟老伴說："快点去完成你的学业再回到工作戰場去，我就可以相夫教子、照厄爸和姐的起歸飲食、做回肥師奶。"(老伴在月前離開了巳工作十六年職位，因為公司前景茫茫，多次解雇，加上前陣子身體又不適，所以早点拿package再回校進修轉行。為了支特他，而我己享受了這麽多年part-time和無職 日子，該到我出來工作，真正的工作去！可惜心身似乎做不來！現在正在努力如何適應和去融入。。。唉！然道是人在江湖身不由自? 我聽說 " Life is about Choice" ? 你說呢?