人生無常，珍惜身边人！

人生無常，珍惜身边人！
昨天，我照常帶抄米粉去医院给老爸吃，老爸吃東西時一向不喜欢帶假牙吃東西，我也像平時為怹準備食物在他面前，讓怹自己吃，我走開去弄其他的事‧
忽然一間老爸哽住，我拍他背後，不成，做CPR但是發覺老爸臉色越來越嚴重，臉开始變黑，我去救求，nurse 再做CPR，我抓緊老爸的手，叫他放鬆呼吸，怹很幸苦望着我。。。瞬間老爸停且呼吸！
幸好BLUE ER team冲進來接手做心肺復甦術 (CPR)，其他Nurse帶六神無主的我出去，我过了一陣大哭起耒，責怪自已太不小心為老爸準備食物了，也醒過來才知道最近老爸越越弱了，也很答易塞到，應该注意怹的食物要柔軟和小份，我哭不停，Nurse Assistant-Nadia 抱住我說相信神，别慌，安靜救神保佑，老爸会沒事！
我做我跪我求！....... 我也不段怪自己太不小心了。。。


過了十多分，他們告许我老爸走過大闕，开始呼吸了，他們讓我进去看老爸也不停勸我不闕我事，老人家很常给食物窒到的。。。

看見老爸死去活來，我心才定心.........

我用了多時才能消化整个过程，幸好老公和兒子陪我，二姐接到我通知來探老爸，我才回家休息，不过回到家也很自責，眼晴很腫脹頭很痛。。。。。老公仔仔安慰我。。

今天一早老公叫我立刻一起去看老爸，讓我知道老爸会没事的，可以令我心好過。

果然今天老爸好過昨天了，我陪怹一陣子和餵怹喝些supplement和Sarsi....老爸最愛。。。

我心平復了一点点。。。

Rock of Art..

Lately, I have this hobbies - ROCK PAINTING..

The snow is melting, I snap shots some of my painted rock outside the snow..

Spring snowing..

It's April 2nd, Spring suppose to be here for more than a week, today, we have a snow storm..

boyboy 9th birthday

Boyboy 9th birthday today.. I let him chose his Birthday cake for the first time, he picked ice-cream cake with Picachu cartoon on it..

I leave work early today, thinking to have an early dinner and after his piano lesson, we could have cake celebration, but .. his dad coming home late, forgot his promise to come early from work, then one sister did not show up on time or call..

I was busy with his homework, his school assignment due tomorrow, and cooking, preparation.. some more my boy don't listen when I coach him on the assignment.
Firstly, he asks for help yesterday, usually it's his dad responsibility, but he is very busy with work and he needs rest, so today, I got my colleague's to help checking his draft copy, I help prepared the info, print out some picture and we wrote down some facts and points for him to refer to, but this little fellow comment when I give suggestion but being a brat and a selective listener, and his attitude is unacceptable.

I got mad, I am frustrated of all the happenings, the whole night is ruin! I thought I am organized, plan ahead, helpful, but they all ruin it by not showing up on time, not listen and no help at home..

I walk away very mad, I called sister don't come in cause it's late, ArBoy go to bed by 9pm, and I have no more mood, I comment she is late and not plan her time..
Then, I bitch to the air about no help today, Arboy shown no respect to his mother, no responsibility, someone have no time management, I work like a slave and yet no one appreciate! Whining me!

Ar boy fear when I am angry, he asks for forgiveness, it did not just extinguish my anger, I express my anger, mad, and go on and on whining.. his dad stay away to wait until I cool down, but Arboy stay and hug and cried to beg for forgiveness and hold me tight, I am sure he don't understand it's not all his fault, I just explore all at once....

I cried with him ! I hug him and I am thankful my little fellow is always know how mommy feel and never scare to approached me and comfort me..

To my boy - Happy 9th birthday, I love you, we will make it up on this Friday when there's no school and work next day.

MARCH

It been a while, How is my fellow blogger friend doing?.. Busy with work, family and all sort of things.. I wish all is in good health and peace.

How time flies,,, can't catch up... my dear boy is turning 9 in few days..
To my love, A happy and healthy age..

New Year 2011

Happy Belated New Year 2011..

IF - Spooky

Here's my entry for this week subject..

Weekend Leisure - my illo

Weekend leisure!
Practicing Vector artwork!

Season - 秋天

Autumn is here.
Today, I drew this and I miss my drawing...

Happy Anniversary to us! 結婚紀念日

I almost forgot.. and reminded by my other half..
Today, it's our wedding Anniversary, 14 years and counting..
Happy Anniversary to us!
今天達入我們俩結婚十四週年的記念日子啦！

我們倆沒有搞慶祝會，而我也差多点忘了，是老伴在晚餐時提起和送上两句祝福，我才記起，所以动起笔也表示一下！

两個人一起走過了多年，仍然互相扶持，一起共同建立我們的家和兒子的未來，老伴在結婚當天對我的承諾幔慢慢的一件一件的達成，真是一件不容易事。謝謝他無限的爱我、兒子、我的家人和朋友。

相信俩人一起生活一定要努力和有共同信念就能互特到老，我們也用了很長時间體会和明白這道理呢！每天都學習和去領悟夫妻之道。。。。

给我們自已祝福。白頭偕老、百樂百福。。。

Fall is here..

Time is moving so fast, 3 quarters of the year 2010 has gone by..
and it's Fall already....

I have being so busy since Ar Boy new school year started this September, because hubby started working full time ( the only thing I am cheerful about because after 2 years of unemployed, and he decided going back school to change career. Now, he is finally employed with his new career field). So, now, I have to get Ar Boy ready in the morning, drop him to school. Lucky us that one of his classmate's aunt's is helping us to fetch him after school.
Then I head out to my work. In the evening, come home to cook and prepare for next day.. repeat this cycle everyday.. Bed time for Ar boy is 9, and us is 10pm...

Father still in hospital waiting for a bed in Long term care nursing home, my sisters and I is taking turn to visit him daily, but Sis E is not feeling well after the car accident, fortunately Sis M is helping out a lot...
The pass few months was quite down because of all this worrisome happening..

Basically, every weekday, from 7am to 9pm, these time is all occupied with busy task..

I am tired, physically and emotionally.......

I had some free time today decided to pick up the camera to shoot some outdoor pictures and my Wacom Pen is kind of lonely for many many months.

I keep hope that thing will come around better when father is settle to new nursing home where it's close to our home.. and sister's is settle with her new place where it's also closed to us!

My Chinese writing pen is down, can't write my Chinese Text! :(

祝大家中秋節快樂!

祝大家中秋節快樂^_^

中秋節快樂！！

Food goody 飲飲食食

Here are the food I have being cooking lately..

my day with mom at Canola field!

Canola field near my house -
I am posing for mom,, because I am working for mom as a model...

IF - Double

It has being a while entering artwork for IF ..
Here is my entry for this week theme - DOUBLE.

Birthday present

Birthday present for my husband,...

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Summer Vacation in Vancouver - BC

Spend a few days in Vancouver, visited my brother.Lavender is seen everywhere..

Lot of pigeon to play with in Granville Island Vancouver.
Mandy my brother dog, is exited to see Boy boy in the water swimming
Flower in my brother neighbourhood
Ice cream stop in Robson Stree, Vancouver.
My boy post this for me..
Cherry tree just 2 houses away from brother's place

Salmon Arm is a town in BC, we stayed in Bed and Breakfast for a night. and pretty Daisy is in everywhere ...