another year gone by

 hmm.. same concept...

Count..

九五个理由愛媽媽 -Mother's day gift-2012

好一陣子沒動电子笔畫畫，今天昰母親節，送给妳。

 今天是Mother's Day，我為大小少爺還準備"猪仔包"，母親是一 份天職。我挺Enjoy..

 所以今天收到囝囝用了整个小時躲在書房裡，做了一份老師教他同班同学為媽媽送上一份心意禮物。

九五个理由愛媽媽。

Baking - Tea Biscuit. and sweet corn

 Bought some ready make Tea Biscuit ingredient in Winners a while back, I bake it at home couple weeks ago, it's so easy, just add milk, I added some peaches, then pour the battle into mini cup cake size and bake.....
not too bad, but I think there's lot of room for taste improvement.. for myself.

tea break time..

Sweet Corn season is approaching, yum... lots of fiber and best of all - so tender and tasty..

Super Moon Snap shoot

Super moon - May 5th - 2012 - looking at my bedroom window..

my color mood is PINK

Pink is for Happy, loves and joy.. I would marry my husband again if there's next life, coz he is the world greatest man.. thanks for being patient, great tolerance, loving and giving...

Black n White Photoshop

Black n White Photoshop..
無聊星期天，躲在家中工作室 。。。。

Quite Sunday, 仔仔跟大姐二姐去Rock Show exhibition 看Mineral n Rocks，大姐說仔仔很乖，見到他看上喜欢的Rock，所以大姐她给了仔仔三十現金去買，只跟仔仔說這是送他的生日利錢，仔仔反问大姐："姨媽，妳帶了多少钱来加拿大呀？
大姐回答： 不是很多，不过這是早準備送你的和加這一張卡。
仔仔：那，不用這麼多了，妳收回吧，我只收下五塊钱好了，媽媽說會给我錢買一些ROCK的。

blues，心情不好

莫名其妙的我，什麼也不想，什麼也聽不進！也不看，只是blind out n 死牛一边！
心情不好！不想擁有太多情緒，要安靜一下。
昨日下了一場大片大片的雪，好漂亮。而今天一早太陽出來，天氣莫名其妙，但好陽光觸動不到人心，心情一樣不好，只因驕傲脾性！

Mumbling - life is a bitch..

Already close to month end- April..
I have been quite busy, my oldest sister is here to take care father who has Cadillac surgery on both eyes.
He recovered quite nicely because my Superb Sister is taking good care of him. She actually volunteer staying in the Senior home with my father to look after him carefully, making sure he is speedy recovery before she flys home to KL.

My father is so blessed to have a caring and loving daughter like her, my sister have being so great, she always here for the family, she is not just taking care father, but she is also doing it for us, so we can take a break from looking after father, she is here to relieved us, she always being a thoughtful person. Big Thanks to her and I believe my sister being living so great because this is her Karma.

I too thank you this life, because it has being good and continue good.. I appreciate life and I value my family, my other half, my dearest son and health.. but I am facing a life change with my health..

Mind you I find myself is facing a big challenges in my health changed, perhaps I am going into the next phrase of my life - that is Old Age?

I  sported some Grey hairs, and my period is not as normal, metabolism is slower, then in some night I think I started to get hot flashes!!! The worst is my mood swing quite a bit, poor people who is around me, I fuss my boss who gave me so much RUSH work, I fuss my colleagues somewhat not meeting my expectation. I fuss my son who is so absent minded, I fuss my husband for almost everything (I just warned them tonight to stay away from me, I am mad with no reason, so they go hide), I fuss my other sister's Mia when she asks too many question, I even fuss on a client who is trying to design his company logo..because he is too picky, so I lose patient with him, he complained about me to Boss, but all my colleague understand my mood swing because no one can do my Design work ! My work is always back loaded, so they are petty me and putting up with me!  my brain juice is getting less and less day by day.. Soon I will join my father in the Dementia Home Care..

I know I am very bad,, but I think I blame my hormone,, not me! Is this starting of Menopause ? but I thought Menopause start around age 50!

I think I have to find way to accept next phase of my life,, manage my Menopause by changing my life style, my diet and exercise more......

Pray, Change, Live.

Big Day for Boy...

 A important Tenth Birthday for my boy. A big Ten..

Time flies, it's ten year already..
I always remind my boy about birthday is not a day to receive wishes and gift for himself, it's a day he should appreciate Life and be thankful to his parent, especially I am the mom who give birth and I went through 7 hours of Labor pain.. : ) Yar?

 This morning he sent me an email and said He loves me and Daddy...

Daddy left a note on the table this morning to wish him..

我的軟糖藝術品 My Cake Art Gallery..and more

My latest hot Hobby - Using Fondant As clay... 

做糖果的奶油質面團 - 我的軟糖藝術品

I wonder how long it will last me.... But I do wish I have a chance to work in Cake shop just to Decorate cakes, coz I can't bake, I can learn, but my interest is in Decorating the cake..

My Cake Art Gallery..This is all my Edible Art. I started using Fondant as a clay to make some cute figurines..这是我最近着迷的手藝

All my stand by Fondant Figurines...小小动物手藝

Bears, when I started using Fondant as Clay, I tried to make some bear, about 3 inches long. it was hard to mold... I did 3 and decide to do something simple to create. BearBear熊很难做呀，只做三个沒再做了。

This is another Cake Art - Fondant. I create this for my buddy birthday, the cake size is about 5 inches, the figurine is about 1 inch or less.

This is one of the Cake Art I did, do you know the size is quite small as show on my picture.

these are my cookies cutters, some bought new that is on Sales, some second hand. see,  I don't spend a fortune on hobby... I know I spend quite a bit..

Another  Hobby - Cup n Mug collection..

This is part of my Cup n Mug Collection, Some were a gift from friends, some new but most of mug n cup were found in second hand store.. can't spend a fortune in my hobby, Hubby get heartache when he sees me bring home mugs.. then he asks me to clean up the Cabinet .. but the cup cost me less than 50cents or no more than 2 bucks each..I can't resist good n pretty cup or mug, dear.

 Sunday  Break 周未清鬆

Most of the Weekend, I rather stay home, especially my boy loves staying home and looking forward to play his computer or video games. He only allowed to play during weekend, 3 times a day, an hour each time.
More on Winter days,  just love to staying home in my cozy pajamas, and enjoy my free day with food and sweet.

But when I am home free and Relax, I feel guilty not being able share with my father, I can bring him home thought.. but he sleeps all the time, and not so mobile..honestly, I admit I am lazy too, lazy to go out in the cold.... Guilty I am..

爸Sorry..每个星期只看你一次，一到周未懒的出門，尢其冬天，雖然您每分钟都睡，行动不好也不成理由不探您，这星期帶您回家共亨清鬆 (不過您一向都清鬆 喔，那就享受不同好清鬆 吧！)

This is Filipino Sweet Bun , go so well with Afternoon Tea.

Coffee Break

Love Weekend, cos this is my treats.. Cheese cake n my Blue mountain Coffee.

This is a cake I did for Isabella 1st Birthday, I snap some picture before I send her this, but cannot find the image, may have being deleted.. Sigh!

Daily EQ challenges..每天都有不同人生測驗題

原來有時自已的行為是衝動吧，不但沒帮上忙，而增加面对的人更頭头！話太直心的勇字是对一些強制他人認同自己对的人沒作用！我愛家人，有些家人身邊的伴侶很难去相处，因为連她自己的家人也頂她不顺，何仿是我！不想讓家人难做！唯有放棄，只盼一切會好。.
每天都有不同人生測驗題，考考EQ，Sigh! 唯有努力学习吧！

2012_Feb_leap day

Leap Day in every 4th year! Feb 29th, 2012

22.02.2012

Special unique digits..nothing special, just think the numbers is cool...

This mini size Fondant cake were made for grandniece 1st year old birthday..

 22.02.2012

軟糖蛋糕_Happy Valentines Days! 情人節快樂!

Just Finished Another Mini size Fondant cake - Valentines Theme. ✌
Happy Valentines Days! 情人節快樂!

這軟糖蛋糕大约我的手掌心大，而小鳥大约小過一吋＇所以做時對我的老花眼可能加深幾倍 ♉

This Fondant cake is about size of my palm, the birds is smaller than 1 inch, so making this mini fondant art is really a challenge, but, making mini size is more fun than a big size cake, it's much harder to do...

Taking this picture under terrible lighting, so edit the picture color in saturated effects!

To all a Happy Valentines Day!.

心情对話 -珍惜這一班好友！

我發覺年级大了，自已的社交越來越少，有時甚至不愛多話，跟以前的我很大改變。
我知道公司有些同事很想和我扮Friend，初時还好，但是相处了一段時间，還是發覺不是那麼简单的，必竟我還是很难去適應某種的文化，老套說我還是对我来之自已故鄉的人牲比较相处的来，同聲同氣，比较容易相处。

現在我愛躲在家弄三弄四，在擺上綱上共分享，滿足感萬分！
很多時候我很missKL的朋友，她他们也最了解我，爱护我和家人，所以我非常怀懷念那些年的欢樂時光，除了家人，我非常珍惜這一班好友！

 因为二姐一向為我们幾位兄弟姐妹照顧爸爸無微不至！

我们家向她SALAM....  今天祝她心想事成、平安、快樂、順順利利！

Macaroon from Local Bakery store, my sis E bought this for herself, and bought couple for ArBoy..

Hmm... Yummm, ArBoy loving it!

 

The colors is so pretty..

老爸八十三歲農曆生日

今日正月年初十一是老爸八十三歲農曆生日‧ 祝怹時時過的好、开心快樂。不用我们担心！

帶老爸去吃片皮鴨，大家也开心吃！

老爸有老人失憶症多年，記憶不好不再說，怹的身體也弱了很多，行动不好，又聽不好，眼晴也不怎看的清楚，所以每次帶怹出外，我们都很費神費力。我还是喜欢帶怹回冢吃，方便照顧，又可以多点的享受。

長命百歲是不是一件好事呢？爸爸除了老人失憶症，雖然沒有其他病，不過最近这些年，怹只想每分钟都睡覺，所以四肢無力，他人活著，身心靈都很弱了很快。。。。這一種情况也是 part of 老人失憶症病症，會慢慢的退化。我每次看到怹都會想如果將來我像怹，我想我。。。。唉！還是要多保重，其他不去想大遠！活著現在，活的好些！

老爸是一个好爸爸，是一个好好人，怹也算瞞幸福的老人家 ，这可能是爸和天上的媽媽一向積善成德，而爸現在收成吧！因为二姐一向為我们幾位兄弟姐妹照顧爸爸無微不至！

爸，祝您每一天也過的好，好好去享受每一天的聚會和健康！

我们家每一个成圓還有密切的聯系也主要是您的存在，謝謝您！

 

我真的很幸運有這丈夫。

I want to Thank my dear Husband and jot it down here.

We had fun today, we went out shopping, still have lots of year end Sales :)  and we dined out.

I am ashamed about my moody behavior someday, he is good man with big and loving heart.

Today, He shared with me that when he started his new job couple months ago, he suffered severed pain on the right knee cap, he did not tell anyone because he didn't want us to worry , and  since he switch his career with very brave decision (He quite his Drafting job and apply for Canada Post to become a Letter Carrier, an extreme career change, he decides this changes because he has lot of pressure from his previous job and there's a bastard Designer is giving him lots of challenges)
In this case, he didn't want to fail due to the pain because he went through many stages of interview and test, he gotten this far, he can't give up. He just kept quiet and praying that this is a temporary pain,

Luckily he got better, thank God!and now the pain is gone, he adapts very quickly, and today,  he told me all about it. I am so guilty because my husband went through great pressure with his job changed and didn't want to fail to the family, taken all the pain himself, I know partly I give him the pressure too.

我真的很幸運有這丈夫，真的比金更珍貴呀！我知足！

My hubby is a great man, Although he faces challenges, he still very diplomatic, optimistic, His ex-company gave him a good farewell, welcome him to return anytime, and his friend offer him opportunity in same Drafting field, but he rejected it, coz he is determine on what he wants, not forcing himself to do something he may be stress out and burn down, he know the income is less but he will be a happier man now.

He is in backing up position now, he get send to different Depo to fill in absent staff, but everywhere he goes, the Supervisor thank him for being great worker, and they always welcome him. I am Proud to marry such a man as my husband.

從一个AutoCAD Drafter become 一個郵差已是难、但老公從不分工作牲質，一樣工作認真，天氣幾凍幾惡劣，他會準備好身、心，也會平常心一樣上班努力工作。怪不得他的以前、之前、目前的老板、经理、同事个个都很敬佩他。
他除了是有敬業精神，是一位好人，好兒子，好丈夫，好爸爸！你說我不幸運嗎？

Thank you Dear!  老公，多謝你！

VIP birthday in February

Lots of family and good friend birthday for month of February.

Last week were my good friend birthday, I did this quick illustration at work to wish her Happy Birthday..